1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:02,360 Forensics report says she had sedatives in her system. 2 00:00:02,400 --> 00:00:04,880 Sonia Martins was not Sally McGowan. 3 00:00:04,920 --> 00:00:06,760 Everyone blames me for the rumour. 4 00:00:06,800 --> 00:00:08,440 PHONE RINGS Seth again. 5 00:00:08,480 --> 00:00:11,560 That's not what you think. Seth is my half brother. 6 00:00:11,600 --> 00:00:13,320 What do you know about Kay's daughter? 7 00:00:13,360 --> 00:00:14,920 She lives overseas. New Zealand? 8 00:00:14,960 --> 00:00:17,640 She actually lives in Denmark. Who are you? Really? 9 00:00:17,680 --> 00:00:20,160 Are you Sally McGowan? You need to stop this right now. 10 00:00:20,200 --> 00:00:22,880 It says Sally loved to sing and had a beautiful voice. 11 00:00:22,920 --> 00:00:24,640 SINGING 12 00:00:24,680 --> 00:00:27,560 Police think that I was the last person to see Sonia alive. 13 00:00:27,600 --> 00:00:30,600 And were you? Turns out Sally McGowan had a baby. 14 00:00:30,640 --> 00:00:32,720 I reckon that relationship is the key. 15 00:00:32,760 --> 00:00:35,800 'You've no idea the damage you've done.' 16 00:01:25,960 --> 00:01:27,640 DOG BARKING 17 00:01:30,640 --> 00:01:32,560 DOOR OPENS, CLOSES 18 00:01:43,800 --> 00:01:44,920 Hey. 19 00:01:46,080 --> 00:01:47,920 Hey. 20 00:01:47,960 --> 00:01:49,720 Alfie in bed already? 21 00:01:49,760 --> 00:01:52,160 Fast asleep. He was asking for you. 22 00:01:53,440 --> 00:01:55,160 So we've got the place to ourselves. 23 00:01:56,360 --> 00:01:57,440 Mm-hm. 24 00:01:58,480 --> 00:01:59,560 Just listen to this. 25 00:01:59,600 --> 00:02:02,080 It says here that she was always drawing during the trial. 26 00:02:02,120 --> 00:02:04,760 She didn't listen to any of the lawyers or the witnesses. 27 00:02:04,800 --> 00:02:08,240 Says that, "She was happy cos she had all the paper 28 00:02:08,280 --> 00:02:10,760 "and pencils that she wanted." Who does that sound like to you? 29 00:02:10,800 --> 00:02:12,520 Got to be kidding me. 30 00:02:13,680 --> 00:02:15,600 You promised me you were gonna leave this alone. 31 00:02:15,640 --> 00:02:16,680 Did you hear what I said? 32 00:02:17,760 --> 00:02:19,920 All Liz does is paint. 33 00:02:19,960 --> 00:02:20,960 Liz? 34 00:02:22,320 --> 00:02:24,120 Jo, you've accused two people already. 35 00:02:24,160 --> 00:02:26,560 One of them is dead. Now you think it's Liz? 36 00:02:26,600 --> 00:02:28,680 You've known Liz for years. I know. 37 00:02:28,720 --> 00:02:31,160 Do you remember me telling you that Sally McGowan had a child? 38 00:02:31,200 --> 00:02:35,360 I was in Liz's studio, and I found a photo of her with a newborn. 39 00:02:35,400 --> 00:02:39,200 If she's lying about that, who knows what the real truth is. 40 00:02:39,240 --> 00:02:41,840 Erm... your mum, for one. 41 00:02:41,880 --> 00:02:44,000 And if she doesn't? 42 00:02:46,200 --> 00:02:48,200 All right. 43 00:02:48,240 --> 00:02:49,640 Enough, Jo. 44 00:02:51,000 --> 00:02:53,360 I know what happened at Alfie's London school. 45 00:02:55,920 --> 00:02:57,560 I spoke to his teachers there. 46 00:02:59,960 --> 00:03:01,560 Well, that's got nothing to do with this. 47 00:03:01,600 --> 00:03:03,720 Oh, bullshit, Jo. 48 00:03:05,000 --> 00:03:06,360 Look, I get it, 49 00:03:06,400 --> 00:03:08,920 but the fire has always made you so overprotective of him. 50 00:03:08,960 --> 00:03:11,640 That's what all this is about. But you're getting worse. 51 00:03:11,680 --> 00:03:13,360 He was being bullied. 52 00:03:13,400 --> 00:03:16,080 You screamed at a kid until he cried. 53 00:03:16,120 --> 00:03:18,200 And apparently the governors got involved. 54 00:03:19,480 --> 00:03:21,560 I was angry. I had every right to be. 55 00:03:21,600 --> 00:03:23,520 You threatened a child! 56 00:03:24,560 --> 00:03:26,320 And I'd do it again. HE SCOFFS 57 00:03:28,640 --> 00:03:31,360 H-How can you be so blind to the damage this is doing? 58 00:03:31,400 --> 00:03:33,440 Oh, forget that. You're missing the point. 59 00:03:33,480 --> 00:03:36,160 Please, please, just wait. 60 00:03:36,200 --> 00:03:39,560 Right, Liz had her first exhibition in 1996, 61 00:03:39,600 --> 00:03:41,320 and there's nothing about her before that. 62 00:03:41,360 --> 00:03:44,440 But I know she painted all her life. She wouldn't have stopped in prison. 63 00:03:46,040 --> 00:03:48,040 Who knows how many paintings she'd have produced? 64 00:03:48,080 --> 00:03:50,080 And people love that sort of thing. 65 00:03:50,120 --> 00:03:51,920 Like, the more famous the killer, the better. 66 00:03:51,960 --> 00:03:54,400 And Sally McGowan has been in the papers loads recently. 67 00:03:54,440 --> 00:03:56,560 So I did a search, and I found this. 68 00:03:58,080 --> 00:03:59,600 "Home" by Sally McGowan. 69 00:03:59,640 --> 00:04:03,000 Painted while she was in Willow Grange Juvenile Detention Centre. 70 00:04:03,040 --> 00:04:07,080 It's for sale. A grand. Pick up only in Sheffield. 71 00:04:07,120 --> 00:04:08,360 That's her. 72 00:04:08,400 --> 00:04:10,800 I know it is. That's her painting. 73 00:04:10,840 --> 00:04:12,720 This doesn't look anything like Liz's work. 74 00:04:14,520 --> 00:04:17,880 I know, but, well, an artist's style will change and evolve 75 00:04:17,920 --> 00:04:19,800 but not their handwriting or their signature. 76 00:04:20,920 --> 00:04:22,920 We need to get that painting. 77 00:04:22,960 --> 00:04:24,840 If I can confirm it's Liz's signature... 78 00:04:29,520 --> 00:04:32,200 I can't do this, Jo. I'm going to bed. 79 00:04:32,240 --> 00:04:33,640 M-Michael... 80 00:04:36,240 --> 00:04:38,000 I know this doesn't make any sense. 81 00:04:40,280 --> 00:04:41,880 But I need you to trust me. 82 00:04:43,080 --> 00:04:44,240 Please. 83 00:04:44,280 --> 00:04:46,240 I'm scared for my mum. 84 00:04:51,120 --> 00:04:52,880 HE SIGHS 85 00:05:14,840 --> 00:05:17,040 We've got quite a few viewings for Arlington House. 86 00:05:17,080 --> 00:05:19,680 I reckon we'll get some offers in. Yeah, l-leave that with me. 87 00:05:19,720 --> 00:05:22,320 I'm gonna nip and see Kay... Don't... 88 00:05:22,360 --> 00:05:23,680 do that. 89 00:05:26,840 --> 00:05:27,960 Something wrong? 90 00:05:30,040 --> 00:05:32,080 Kay Allinson called this morning. 91 00:05:33,840 --> 00:05:35,200 She was not at all happy. 92 00:05:36,640 --> 00:05:38,480 She doesn't want us to sell the house any more. 93 00:05:43,760 --> 00:05:44,920 She's staying in Flinstead? 94 00:05:44,960 --> 00:05:47,680 No, she's still selling. 95 00:05:47,720 --> 00:05:49,760 She just doesn't want to do it through Pegton's. 96 00:05:52,920 --> 00:05:54,400 We had a misunderstanding. 97 00:05:54,440 --> 00:05:57,520 So, let me make sure I've got this right. 98 00:05:57,560 --> 00:06:00,800 You don't think she's Sally McGowan any more? 99 00:06:02,760 --> 00:06:05,880 People are throwing accusations around because of you. 100 00:06:05,920 --> 00:06:09,480 Look, I'll... I'll go over. I'll talk to her. I'll apologise. 101 00:06:09,520 --> 00:06:11,800 Just stop. It's too late for that. 102 00:06:16,560 --> 00:06:21,320 I don't have much choice in this, but, erm... 103 00:06:21,360 --> 00:06:25,480 I'm gonna have to review your employment situation. 104 00:06:29,120 --> 00:06:32,600 You're firing me? Like I said, it's under review. 105 00:06:51,280 --> 00:06:52,440 Oh, and, er... 106 00:06:52,480 --> 00:06:54,200 that abandoned house on the crescent? 107 00:06:55,880 --> 00:06:57,160 Just leave it. 108 00:07:18,960 --> 00:07:20,600 KNOCKING 109 00:07:26,960 --> 00:07:28,800 Kay, are you in there? 110 00:07:30,240 --> 00:07:31,560 It's Joanna. 111 00:07:33,000 --> 00:07:34,400 I just wanna talk. 112 00:07:42,680 --> 00:07:43,760 Kay? 113 00:08:04,520 --> 00:08:06,120 Shit... 114 00:08:15,320 --> 00:08:18,680 Urgh. SHE COUGHS 115 00:08:21,960 --> 00:08:24,920 Kay. It's Joanna. Can you hear me? 116 00:08:24,960 --> 00:08:26,680 All right, I'm gonna get you out of here. 117 00:08:29,560 --> 00:08:32,080 KAY GASPS AND COUGHS 118 00:08:35,200 --> 00:08:36,880 OK. Nearly there. 119 00:08:39,280 --> 00:08:41,040 KAY COUGHS 120 00:08:41,080 --> 00:08:44,040 OK. OK. 121 00:08:44,080 --> 00:08:45,800 That's it, Kay. That's it, keep breathing. 122 00:08:45,840 --> 00:08:47,480 You'll be all right now. 123 00:08:47,520 --> 00:08:49,560 I'll call for help. I, er... 124 00:08:49,600 --> 00:08:51,040 KAY COUGHS 125 00:08:52,360 --> 00:08:55,480 I, er, smelled gas. And I couldn't breathe. 126 00:08:55,520 --> 00:08:57,400 KAY WHEEZES, RINGING TONE 127 00:08:57,440 --> 00:08:59,360 So you didn't turn the gas on? No. 128 00:08:59,400 --> 00:09:01,520 Yeah, ambulance, please. 129 00:09:03,080 --> 00:09:04,880 That's it. Just try and breathe, Kay. 130 00:09:04,920 --> 00:09:07,000 KAY WHEEZES 131 00:09:23,360 --> 00:09:25,200 Did you have fun with Daddy in the park? 132 00:09:26,920 --> 00:09:30,160 Good. I'm glad. What'd you get up to? 133 00:09:30,200 --> 00:09:34,160 We were bird spotting. Did you? Any good ones? 134 00:09:35,240 --> 00:09:36,560 A black one... 135 00:09:37,920 --> 00:09:40,440 ..and a robin. That's my favourite. 136 00:09:40,480 --> 00:09:43,120 Is it? I think it's Nana's favourite too. 137 00:09:45,480 --> 00:09:48,800 Aunt Liz said she can give me lessons to paint them. 138 00:09:50,840 --> 00:09:51,880 Did she? 139 00:09:53,040 --> 00:09:55,080 Well, that might not be the best idea right now. 140 00:09:55,120 --> 00:09:56,400 Why not? 141 00:09:56,440 --> 00:09:59,600 I want you to stay away from Aunt Liz for the time being. 142 00:10:00,680 --> 00:10:02,600 She's just very busy, that's all. 143 00:10:05,040 --> 00:10:08,200 Where's Daddy? He'll be here soon. 144 00:10:08,240 --> 00:10:11,280 I want Daddy. I know you do, and he'll be here. 145 00:10:12,520 --> 00:10:14,800 Come on, Alfie, let's get some sleep now. 146 00:10:14,840 --> 00:10:16,640 Hey. Close your eyes. 147 00:10:16,680 --> 00:10:20,080 I don't want to. I have bad dreams. 148 00:10:20,120 --> 00:10:21,800 Oh, Alfie. 149 00:10:21,840 --> 00:10:24,920 You know, sometimes I have bad dreams too. 150 00:10:25,960 --> 00:10:27,920 Have done ever since I was your age. 151 00:10:29,360 --> 00:10:30,880 But you're safe. 152 00:10:32,160 --> 00:10:34,040 I promise you, you're safe. 153 00:10:35,160 --> 00:10:36,640 Close your eyes, darling. 154 00:10:38,240 --> 00:10:39,680 I won't let anyone hurt you. 155 00:10:55,720 --> 00:10:58,120 So, were you with Liz all day today? 156 00:10:58,160 --> 00:11:00,240 BEA, ON PHONE: 'Why on earth do you want to know that?' 157 00:11:01,720 --> 00:11:04,880 Just worried. 'We're both fine, love. 158 00:11:04,920 --> 00:11:06,760 'Other than popping to the shops this morning, 159 00:11:06,800 --> 00:11:09,160 'Liz has been locked away in her studio.' 160 00:11:09,200 --> 00:11:10,400 OK. 161 00:11:11,480 --> 00:11:13,240 'Is this to do with what happened to Kay?' 162 00:11:15,040 --> 00:11:16,920 Mm-hm. 163 00:11:16,960 --> 00:11:18,160 'I know. 164 00:11:18,200 --> 00:11:21,000 'The thought that someone tried to kill her, it just... 165 00:11:21,040 --> 00:11:23,440 'beggars belief.' But... 166 00:11:25,040 --> 00:11:27,320 'Especially after the terrible business with Sonia. 167 00:11:27,360 --> 00:11:30,480 'Life just sometimes seems so fragile. 168 00:11:30,520 --> 00:11:32,960 'Every day I count my blessings.' 169 00:11:33,000 --> 00:11:34,360 Yeah. Me too. 170 00:11:36,000 --> 00:11:38,040 'I know you've had a hell of a shock, 171 00:11:38,080 --> 00:11:40,200 'but you can't let it get to you. 172 00:11:40,240 --> 00:11:42,040 'You need to go easy on yourself.' 173 00:11:43,120 --> 00:11:44,840 I just... 'What?' 174 00:11:45,880 --> 00:11:48,040 Just want you to be safe, Mum. 175 00:11:48,080 --> 00:11:50,720 'Of course I'm safe. We both are. 176 00:11:52,040 --> 00:11:55,360 'Now get a decent night's sleep. It's late. 177 00:11:55,400 --> 00:11:57,240 'OK?' Night, Mum. 178 00:12:22,840 --> 00:12:25,600 It's an interesting choice for a rendezvous. 179 00:12:25,640 --> 00:12:27,320 I'd prefer people didn't see us talking. 180 00:12:27,360 --> 00:12:29,080 Oh. 181 00:12:29,120 --> 00:12:31,120 Well, if I was the type, I might be offended by that. 182 00:12:31,160 --> 00:12:34,320 I've got something for you, but I need to be an anonymous source. 183 00:12:34,360 --> 00:12:36,280 OK. 184 00:12:36,320 --> 00:12:37,600 Depends what it is. 185 00:12:38,840 --> 00:12:40,160 I might know who Sally McGowan is. 186 00:12:41,400 --> 00:12:43,960 I can't be sure. I need you to check her out. 187 00:12:45,040 --> 00:12:47,440 But no-one can know it's come from me. 188 00:12:49,360 --> 00:12:50,480 Journalist's honour. 189 00:12:53,400 --> 00:12:54,880 Come on. Who is it? 190 00:12:57,800 --> 00:12:58,840 She... 191 00:13:00,000 --> 00:13:01,680 She's close to my mum. 192 00:13:02,760 --> 00:13:04,400 And I need my mum to know the truth. 193 00:13:04,440 --> 00:13:07,120 But if I tell her and she doesn't believe me, 194 00:13:07,160 --> 00:13:10,240 or if she tries to confront this woman, then she could be in danger. 195 00:13:10,280 --> 00:13:12,040 But if everyone finds out at the same time... 196 00:13:12,080 --> 00:13:14,400 Then your mum knows, and it doesn't come from you. 197 00:13:15,800 --> 00:13:18,640 Yeah. I just need her to be safe. 198 00:13:18,680 --> 00:13:20,960 You must have heard what happened to Kay. 199 00:13:25,320 --> 00:13:27,080 CHILDREN CHATTER 200 00:13:39,400 --> 00:13:41,200 ALFIE LAUGHS 201 00:13:44,280 --> 00:13:46,240 Oh, my God. Is there any update on Kay? 202 00:13:46,280 --> 00:13:47,320 Is she all right? 203 00:13:48,560 --> 00:13:50,040 Yeah, I took her to the hospital. 204 00:13:50,080 --> 00:13:52,160 Mm. It seems you're everywhere these days. 205 00:13:52,200 --> 00:13:54,280 Do the police have any idea? Not that I know of. 206 00:13:54,320 --> 00:13:55,920 What is the point of having a boyfriend 207 00:13:55,960 --> 00:13:58,600 who's a police officer if he's not gonna tell you anything? 208 00:13:58,640 --> 00:14:01,880 It must be Sally McGowan trying to kill Kay like she did Sonia. 209 00:14:01,920 --> 00:14:04,960 Didn't you say that Kay was Sally? Well... 210 00:14:05,000 --> 00:14:07,040 maybe she faked it so that we didn't suspect her. 211 00:14:07,080 --> 00:14:09,520 Throw us off the scent. No. 212 00:14:09,560 --> 00:14:12,040 Cos she'd never have known that I was gonna turn up at her house. 213 00:14:12,080 --> 00:14:14,920 That's far too risky. Well, I'm not being funny, 214 00:14:14,960 --> 00:14:17,040 I'm not waiting around for another murder to happen. 215 00:14:17,080 --> 00:14:18,320 Someone's got to do something. 216 00:14:19,480 --> 00:14:21,680 We should start a neighbourhood watch. 217 00:14:21,720 --> 00:14:23,680 No! Go away. 218 00:14:23,720 --> 00:14:26,120 Alfie! Stop that. 219 00:14:26,160 --> 00:14:28,200 Get off! Whoa, Alfie! Alfie. 220 00:14:28,240 --> 00:14:30,320 Liam. Liam, what's going on? Come on. 221 00:14:30,360 --> 00:14:32,840 Alfie was just defending himself. Come on, darling. Let's go. 222 00:14:32,880 --> 00:14:35,320 Honestly, I don't even recognise this place any more. 223 00:14:35,360 --> 00:14:38,880 He hit me right in the face. Alfie, get your bag. 224 00:14:38,920 --> 00:14:41,440 Come on, Hayley. We're going. OK. 225 00:14:46,880 --> 00:14:49,320 OK. Let's go. Let's go. 226 00:14:57,880 --> 00:14:59,480 Now, Kay's not feeling very well, 227 00:14:59,520 --> 00:15:02,080 so me and Alfie are gonna wait with you till your mum gets back, OK? 228 00:15:02,120 --> 00:15:03,560 OK. 229 00:15:08,360 --> 00:15:10,880 Be quiet, you two, cos your gran might be asleep. 230 00:15:16,160 --> 00:15:17,840 I'll make you a snack in a minute. 231 00:15:22,640 --> 00:15:25,160 Ah. Ah, hiya. 232 00:15:26,440 --> 00:15:29,800 Ah, thank you so much for picking Hayley up for me. 233 00:15:29,840 --> 00:15:33,440 Yeah, it's no bother. Oh, look at you, mother of the year. 234 00:15:33,480 --> 00:15:35,680 JOANNA SCOFFS Hardly. 235 00:15:35,720 --> 00:15:37,600 How's Kay? I tried to call, but... 236 00:15:37,640 --> 00:15:39,880 Yeah, they're keeping her in for observation. 237 00:15:39,920 --> 00:15:41,440 Did she say anything? 238 00:15:41,480 --> 00:15:44,600 Just that someone was in the house and turned the gas on. 239 00:15:44,640 --> 00:15:46,040 Oh... 240 00:15:46,080 --> 00:15:49,320 This has all got so out of hand. 241 00:15:49,360 --> 00:15:52,440 Yeah, but we're just trying to keep our kids safe. 242 00:15:52,480 --> 00:15:54,720 And quite rightly, from what I've been reading. 243 00:15:54,760 --> 00:15:56,800 You've got to read this. Where's my book? 244 00:15:56,840 --> 00:15:58,600 Ah, there it is. 245 00:16:04,040 --> 00:16:07,760 "Multiple psychiatrists who worked with Sally before the trial 246 00:16:07,800 --> 00:16:13,200 "said she showed no signs of remorse and repeatedly lied to the police." 247 00:16:13,240 --> 00:16:15,920 She was born bad. There's no changing people like that. 248 00:16:15,960 --> 00:16:18,120 Trust me. I see it every day at work. 249 00:16:18,160 --> 00:16:19,920 Borrow that, if you like. 250 00:16:19,960 --> 00:16:22,760 I've already got a copy. Have to keep it hidden. 251 00:16:22,800 --> 00:16:25,320 If Alfie sees it... he's been so unsettled. 252 00:16:25,360 --> 00:16:26,600 Oh. 253 00:16:26,640 --> 00:16:29,000 Mind you, Hayley's been exactly the same. 254 00:16:29,040 --> 00:16:30,440 Well, she looks like she's OK, 255 00:16:30,480 --> 00:16:32,760 and then she just explodes when she's tired. 256 00:16:32,800 --> 00:16:35,440 I just wish this was all over. 257 00:16:35,480 --> 00:16:37,880 To think I moved him here to make everything better. 258 00:16:37,920 --> 00:16:40,520 No, well, you can't second-guess every decision you make. 259 00:16:40,560 --> 00:16:42,480 We're all gonna muck them up at some point. 260 00:16:42,520 --> 00:16:44,560 Mm. 261 00:16:44,600 --> 00:16:46,040 Can I stay over, Mum? 262 00:16:46,080 --> 00:16:48,480 Pleeeease? Fine by me. 263 00:16:48,520 --> 00:16:50,680 I've got the weekend off while Nick's away in the city. 264 00:16:50,720 --> 00:16:53,320 And honestly, it'd probably be easier if she's got a friend here. 265 00:16:55,200 --> 00:16:58,120 Are you sure you're gonna be all right to sleep here by yourself? 266 00:16:58,160 --> 00:17:00,440 Yeah. OK. 267 00:17:02,080 --> 00:17:04,320 Come on, Alfie, let's go. 268 00:17:04,360 --> 00:17:07,200 Do him good to have a distraction. Yeah, thanks. 269 00:17:07,240 --> 00:17:08,840 I was a bit worried he was going backwards 270 00:17:08,880 --> 00:17:10,640 in the friend-making department. 271 00:17:10,680 --> 00:17:11,800 Not unlike his mother. 272 00:17:13,240 --> 00:17:16,160 Well, you got us. And, you know, that's the cream of the crop anyway. 273 00:17:16,200 --> 00:17:18,160 THEY LAUGH 274 00:17:18,200 --> 00:17:20,640 Right, you lot, let's get your beds made up. 275 00:17:48,880 --> 00:17:50,320 KNOCKING 276 00:17:55,400 --> 00:17:58,720 Hm. Have you come to apologise for your son's behaviour? 277 00:18:01,080 --> 00:18:02,280 We need to talk. 278 00:18:07,200 --> 00:18:08,680 I don't know what you want me to say. 279 00:18:08,720 --> 00:18:11,520 It's the same photo paper as Liam's party invitations. 280 00:18:11,560 --> 00:18:12,800 And? 281 00:18:14,880 --> 00:18:17,560 Sorry, Debbie, what have I ever done to make you hate me so much? 282 00:18:17,600 --> 00:18:21,520 Oh, God, this was just meant to be a bit of silly Halloween fun. 283 00:18:21,560 --> 00:18:23,520 Didn't know you'd fly off the handle like you did. 284 00:18:23,560 --> 00:18:25,360 Alfie's got a knife sticking out of his chest. 285 00:18:25,400 --> 00:18:27,200 Yes, and Hayley's got a noose around her neck, 286 00:18:27,240 --> 00:18:29,000 and Liam's got an axe sticking out of him, 287 00:18:29,040 --> 00:18:30,760 but you didn't notice them, did you? 288 00:18:32,600 --> 00:18:33,840 And what about this? 289 00:18:35,440 --> 00:18:38,360 Well, that one, I was just trying to push your buttons. Why?! 290 00:18:38,400 --> 00:18:40,560 Look, I've seen the way Stephen looks at you, Joanna. 291 00:18:40,600 --> 00:18:44,240 What?! No, no, don't. Don't tell me it's in my head. 292 00:18:44,280 --> 00:18:45,880 Don't do that. 293 00:18:45,920 --> 00:18:47,880 Stephen does that, and it's infuriating. 294 00:18:47,920 --> 00:18:49,400 SHE SIGHS 295 00:18:49,440 --> 00:18:52,040 God, honestly, you don't know what I've become. 296 00:18:52,080 --> 00:18:54,720 I smell his clothes when he gets in from work. 297 00:18:54,760 --> 00:18:56,920 Second he's out of the room, I pounce on his phone. 298 00:18:56,960 --> 00:18:58,960 I'm always trying to catch him in a lie. 299 00:18:59,000 --> 00:19:01,760 I've become this hideous walking cliche. 300 00:19:01,800 --> 00:19:03,840 Something I promised I'd never be. 301 00:19:03,880 --> 00:19:07,240 Trust me, I hate myself more than you ever could. 302 00:19:07,280 --> 00:19:11,280 Debbie, I, hand on heart, have no interest in Stephen. 303 00:19:14,040 --> 00:19:15,880 He's not the ladies' man he thinks he is, is he? 304 00:19:15,920 --> 00:19:17,160 JOANNA CHUCKLES 305 00:19:20,080 --> 00:19:22,760 He doesn't deserve you. I know. 306 00:19:22,800 --> 00:19:24,440 Believe me, I know that too. 307 00:19:26,160 --> 00:19:28,360 SHE SIGHS 308 00:19:28,400 --> 00:19:29,800 I'm sorry about the picture. 309 00:19:29,840 --> 00:19:31,920 Of course I don't think you're evil. 310 00:19:31,960 --> 00:19:34,400 I was just upset and wanted to hurt you. 311 00:19:35,520 --> 00:19:37,320 But I know he's lying to me. I know it. 312 00:19:38,680 --> 00:19:40,760 I know it because he was meant to be here helping me 313 00:19:40,800 --> 00:19:42,920 at the Halloween party, he was meant to help me set up. 314 00:19:42,960 --> 00:19:44,600 And then he just disappears. 315 00:19:44,640 --> 00:19:46,760 And he wouldn't tell me where he'd gone. 316 00:19:46,800 --> 00:19:49,320 But he had the nerve to act all hurt that I doubted him. 317 00:19:50,760 --> 00:19:52,440 I won't be made a fool of twice. 318 00:19:54,320 --> 00:19:57,640 I know... I do know he cheated on you. 319 00:20:00,840 --> 00:20:03,000 Yeah, well, everybody knows. 320 00:20:03,040 --> 00:20:05,480 DEBBIE SIGHS The whole of this stupid town. 321 00:20:06,520 --> 00:20:09,320 It was the juiciest bit of gossip in Flinstead. 322 00:20:09,360 --> 00:20:12,000 And then this Sally McGowan stuff came along. 323 00:20:12,040 --> 00:20:15,000 So that's why you pushed the Sally McGowan stuff so much? 324 00:20:16,080 --> 00:20:18,440 Well, I wasn't the only one. 325 00:20:18,480 --> 00:20:22,160 And, no, I mean, I was genuinely scared for the kids. 326 00:20:22,200 --> 00:20:24,760 This woman's killed before. I mean, surely she could kill again. 327 00:20:27,000 --> 00:20:29,240 Kay's just lucky she didn't end up like Sonia. 328 00:21:03,920 --> 00:21:05,360 KNOCK AT DOOR 329 00:21:17,320 --> 00:21:18,640 Mum. 330 00:21:20,880 --> 00:21:24,680 If you've got a question for me, why don't you just ask? 331 00:21:24,720 --> 00:21:27,640 I know you saw the photo in my studio. 332 00:21:29,000 --> 00:21:32,000 Mum, I think it might be best if we talk by ourselves. 333 00:21:32,040 --> 00:21:33,200 This is about Liz. 334 00:21:34,760 --> 00:21:37,400 That's what your call was really about last night, wasn't it? 335 00:21:37,440 --> 00:21:38,840 I know, but... 336 00:21:43,200 --> 00:21:44,560 ..would you tell me the truth? 337 00:21:46,240 --> 00:21:47,760 Of course. 338 00:21:50,360 --> 00:21:51,480 Come in. 339 00:22:15,400 --> 00:22:17,280 I wasn't going to say anything, but... 340 00:22:18,440 --> 00:22:20,680 ..I keep no secrets from your mother. 341 00:22:25,120 --> 00:22:26,680 The photo you saw... 342 00:22:29,320 --> 00:22:32,240 ..was of me and my son, Henry. 343 00:22:32,280 --> 00:22:34,720 It's the only one I have of him. 344 00:22:38,120 --> 00:22:39,200 So, you don't see him? 345 00:22:40,240 --> 00:22:41,760 No. 346 00:22:41,800 --> 00:22:46,520 I'm sure he's better off having no idea who I am. 347 00:22:47,760 --> 00:22:50,320 You know, you don't have to do this. No. 348 00:22:51,440 --> 00:22:52,640 I'm fine. 349 00:22:55,240 --> 00:22:56,600 It's time to get it out. 350 00:23:03,400 --> 00:23:06,080 I got pregnant when I was 19... 351 00:23:07,840 --> 00:23:10,560 ..at an age when I was still pretending to like boys. 352 00:23:10,600 --> 00:23:12,680 I have to say, not very well. 353 00:23:14,720 --> 00:23:17,880 I suppose it's what they call date rape nowadays, but... 354 00:23:19,000 --> 00:23:21,320 ..back then it was just a bad date. 355 00:23:22,840 --> 00:23:25,560 I didn't wanna believe I could be pregnant, so... 356 00:23:26,960 --> 00:23:30,640 ..I didn't do anything... until it was too late. 357 00:23:34,320 --> 00:23:39,160 I gave Henry up for adoption when he was still in the womb. 358 00:23:44,520 --> 00:23:45,760 INHALES SHARPLY 359 00:23:49,920 --> 00:23:52,320 But when he was born, I wasn't so sure. 360 00:23:56,160 --> 00:23:57,560 I was young, and... 361 00:23:58,640 --> 00:24:00,800 ..my parents said it was for the best. 362 00:24:04,800 --> 00:24:06,400 SHE SOBS 363 00:24:06,440 --> 00:24:08,160 The nurses let me hold him... 364 00:24:11,560 --> 00:24:13,880 ..just long enough to whisper his name. 365 00:24:17,800 --> 00:24:19,560 I'm so sorry, Liz. 366 00:24:22,880 --> 00:24:25,720 I was young and... 367 00:24:25,760 --> 00:24:27,600 and stupid and... 368 00:24:30,320 --> 00:24:31,640 Oh. 369 00:24:32,880 --> 00:24:33,880 I wish I... 370 00:24:35,040 --> 00:24:37,440 ..could have taken it back, but I can't. 371 00:24:44,600 --> 00:24:47,080 So, now you know. LIZ SOBS 372 00:24:49,920 --> 00:24:51,520 I hope that satisfies you. 373 00:24:53,640 --> 00:24:55,120 I have to go. 374 00:24:58,840 --> 00:24:59,880 Liz... 375 00:25:01,840 --> 00:25:03,000 Mum... 376 00:25:05,120 --> 00:25:09,840 This is really hard for her. No, I know, and it's awful. 377 00:25:11,400 --> 00:25:13,280 But it doesn't mean she isn't Sa... Joanna. 378 00:25:15,400 --> 00:25:16,960 What the hell's got into you? 379 00:25:18,240 --> 00:25:20,400 Michael's worried about you. I'm worried about you. 380 00:25:20,440 --> 00:25:22,040 You're not right. Listen... 381 00:25:22,080 --> 00:25:23,800 No. Enough. 382 00:25:23,840 --> 00:25:27,840 I know Liz as well as I know myself. 383 00:25:27,880 --> 00:25:30,280 Now, I'm telling you... 384 00:25:30,320 --> 00:25:31,560 this needs to stop. 385 00:25:32,760 --> 00:25:34,080 For your own good. 386 00:25:49,040 --> 00:25:50,600 DISTORTED SINGING 387 00:25:56,920 --> 00:25:59,160 SCREAMING 388 00:26:06,200 --> 00:26:08,280 CHILD CRIES 389 00:26:11,360 --> 00:26:13,280 SCREAMING 390 00:26:13,320 --> 00:26:15,120 JOANNA GASPS 391 00:26:21,320 --> 00:26:24,320 BREATHING HEAVILY 392 00:26:44,320 --> 00:26:49,360 Hey. Thanks for picking me up. I really could have taken a taxi. 393 00:26:49,400 --> 00:26:52,120 Yeah, it's all part of the Pegton's service. 394 00:26:52,160 --> 00:26:54,080 Well, ex-Pegton's. 395 00:26:55,280 --> 00:26:56,880 Well, seeing as you saved my life, 396 00:26:56,920 --> 00:26:59,720 I think I could possibly let you sell my house again. 397 00:26:59,760 --> 00:27:02,600 Certainly not staying here now. 398 00:27:02,640 --> 00:27:05,360 Thanks. I hope that's enough for Stephen. 399 00:27:08,680 --> 00:27:11,920 Strange to think that someone was there when I was sleeping. 400 00:27:13,440 --> 00:27:15,040 Will you be all right on your own tonight? 401 00:27:15,080 --> 00:27:17,200 Oh, no, I'm going to stay with Rachel. 402 00:27:17,240 --> 00:27:20,080 I've got police crawling all over the house looking for fingerprints 403 00:27:20,120 --> 00:27:21,400 or whatever it is they look for. 404 00:27:21,440 --> 00:27:23,120 There'll be plenty with all the viewings. 405 00:27:23,160 --> 00:27:24,400 SHE CHUCKLES Yeah, well... 406 00:27:25,880 --> 00:27:27,680 ..points for trying, I guess. 407 00:27:29,040 --> 00:27:30,280 Kay, I'm so sorry... 408 00:27:31,880 --> 00:27:33,840 ..that I said you were Sally McGowan. 409 00:27:33,880 --> 00:27:35,440 It was unforgivable. 410 00:27:36,640 --> 00:27:39,840 Oh, well. At least you've seen the light. 411 00:27:43,280 --> 00:27:44,360 It was just... 412 00:27:45,720 --> 00:27:47,560 Sorry, but the letter was... 413 00:27:51,480 --> 00:27:52,560 Yeah. 414 00:27:54,520 --> 00:27:56,280 Yeah. I've been trying to get Zoe to... 415 00:27:58,160 --> 00:27:59,840 ..forgive me for a long time now. 416 00:28:01,760 --> 00:28:03,280 Forgive you for what? 417 00:28:07,160 --> 00:28:08,400 I told her ex... 418 00:28:09,640 --> 00:28:10,880 ..where to find her. 419 00:28:13,400 --> 00:28:16,480 I mean, I'd no idea how violent he was. 420 00:28:18,120 --> 00:28:20,160 I think she was really trying to shield me. 421 00:28:23,520 --> 00:28:25,080 Anyway... 422 00:28:27,400 --> 00:28:30,720 ..he almost killed her. Oh. 423 00:28:32,280 --> 00:28:33,640 And the kids. 424 00:28:37,160 --> 00:28:39,360 And, erm, that's why she won't forgive me. 425 00:28:41,720 --> 00:28:44,080 And it's why I lie about where they live. 426 00:28:45,240 --> 00:28:47,640 I'd do anything to make amends with my family. 427 00:28:49,720 --> 00:28:51,160 I'm sorry. 428 00:29:06,360 --> 00:29:10,600 Well, this is pointless. No-one's gonna come. 429 00:29:10,640 --> 00:29:12,080 Of course they will. 430 00:29:14,880 --> 00:29:16,160 I should cancel. 431 00:29:17,600 --> 00:29:18,880 Liz. 432 00:29:22,040 --> 00:29:24,560 Oh, I'll get the last one. 433 00:29:31,200 --> 00:29:34,040 Mum, can we talk? Yeah. Er... 434 00:29:34,080 --> 00:29:35,800 Give me a hand with the food. 435 00:29:45,560 --> 00:29:47,680 I've been cooking all morning. Mum... 436 00:29:47,720 --> 00:29:50,400 There's nothing worse than under-catering. 437 00:29:50,440 --> 00:29:52,600 Mum, I need to tell you something. There's a list. 438 00:29:52,640 --> 00:29:57,160 I should check what's on it so I don't forget anything. 439 00:29:57,200 --> 00:29:59,320 Mm? Can't this wait? 440 00:29:59,360 --> 00:30:02,760 Er... napkins. Napkins. 441 00:30:02,800 --> 00:30:05,120 Mum, I think I might have messed up. 442 00:30:05,160 --> 00:30:09,400 OK, let's get these in the van. What were you saying? 443 00:30:10,920 --> 00:30:12,120 Oh. 444 00:30:12,160 --> 00:30:14,480 I've no idea what you're talking about. 445 00:30:15,640 --> 00:30:19,440 And clearly, you haven't got a... a shred of proof. 446 00:30:19,480 --> 00:30:22,520 If you print a word of this, I'll have you for libel. 447 00:30:22,560 --> 00:30:25,600 Liz? Who's this? I'm Zac Cooper from The Post. 448 00:30:25,640 --> 00:30:27,560 I'm just after a quote from Ms Blackthorn. 449 00:30:29,440 --> 00:30:31,920 A quote about what? Her exhibition? 450 00:30:31,960 --> 00:30:34,400 It doesn't matter. This gentleman was just leaving. 451 00:30:34,440 --> 00:30:36,240 Well, so you deny the allegations? 452 00:30:39,120 --> 00:30:41,840 Wha...? Well, weren't you aware? 453 00:30:41,880 --> 00:30:44,880 Mum, leave it. For goodness' sake. 454 00:30:44,920 --> 00:30:46,280 Aware of what? 455 00:30:48,640 --> 00:30:52,240 Someone has told this so-called journalist 456 00:30:52,280 --> 00:30:54,520 that I am Sally McGowan. 457 00:30:57,240 --> 00:30:59,920 SHE SCOFFS Who? 458 00:31:05,240 --> 00:31:06,560 Mum... 459 00:31:09,760 --> 00:31:11,320 Joanna... I'm trying... 460 00:31:11,360 --> 00:31:13,000 ..have you lost your mind? 461 00:31:13,040 --> 00:31:15,080 After everything Liz told you? Mum, I'm trying... 462 00:31:15,120 --> 00:31:17,120 I don't want to hear it. 463 00:31:17,160 --> 00:31:18,360 SHE SCOFFS 464 00:31:18,400 --> 00:31:20,600 You've gone too far this time, you really have. 465 00:31:20,640 --> 00:31:22,080 Mum, please. 466 00:31:22,120 --> 00:31:26,600 All I ever do is help you. And this is how you repay me? 467 00:31:26,640 --> 00:31:29,200 Why are you so determined to ruin everything? 468 00:31:32,160 --> 00:31:33,640 I've had it with you. 469 00:31:50,480 --> 00:31:53,000 PHONE RINGS 470 00:31:56,280 --> 00:31:58,560 Hi. Sorry, I've been a bit... 471 00:31:59,760 --> 00:32:01,240 'I can call back.' 472 00:32:01,280 --> 00:32:03,160 No, no. Erm, just give me a minute. 473 00:32:10,720 --> 00:32:13,640 There we go. Hi. It's good to see you. 474 00:32:13,680 --> 00:32:17,080 'Likewise. I thought you'd wanna know I found something. 475 00:32:18,360 --> 00:32:20,960 'A box of Dad's in the attic with a bunch of your old stuff, 476 00:32:21,000 --> 00:32:23,840 'I think, from when you were a kid.' Oh, it won't be mine. 477 00:32:23,880 --> 00:32:27,920 'Well, it's... definitely not mine.' Yeah. It's impossible. 478 00:32:27,960 --> 00:32:30,480 The fire destroyed everything. There was nothing left. 479 00:32:30,520 --> 00:32:33,840 'I don't know anything about a fire, but, um... 480 00:32:33,880 --> 00:32:36,360 'look, that's definitely you, right? 481 00:32:36,400 --> 00:32:39,560 'And that's Dad. And I'm assuming that's your mom?' 482 00:32:42,840 --> 00:32:46,800 I don't understand. Can you move that bit closer? 483 00:32:48,320 --> 00:32:50,320 'How's that?' 484 00:32:50,360 --> 00:32:52,120 Yeah. 485 00:32:52,160 --> 00:32:54,680 What does it say on my jumper? Can you read it? 486 00:32:54,720 --> 00:32:58,120 'Yeah, sure. It says... Lucy. 487 00:32:58,160 --> 00:33:00,480 'And there's Dad's writing on the back. 488 00:33:00,520 --> 00:33:04,240 'It says, "Me, Bea and Lucy." Why does it say that?' 489 00:33:04,280 --> 00:33:05,960 Doesn't make any sense. 490 00:33:06,000 --> 00:33:08,400 'Well, why don't you ask your mother?' 491 00:33:08,440 --> 00:33:09,720 DOOR OPENS 492 00:33:11,160 --> 00:33:13,040 'I can send you all this stuff if you want.' 493 00:33:13,080 --> 00:33:14,920 Thanks. Yeah. Thank you. 494 00:33:14,960 --> 00:33:17,080 Look, I'll... I'll call you soon, OK? 495 00:33:17,120 --> 00:33:19,360 'OK. Speak soon.' Bye. 496 00:33:21,560 --> 00:33:23,320 Lucy... 497 00:33:26,840 --> 00:33:29,400 Where have you been? Sheffield. 498 00:33:34,440 --> 00:33:35,760 Is that the painting? 499 00:33:46,040 --> 00:33:47,640 Thank you. 500 00:33:53,160 --> 00:33:57,600 I told my mum I think it's Liz. Yeah? What'd she say? 501 00:33:57,640 --> 00:34:00,560 Mm. She's not speaking to me. 502 00:34:04,000 --> 00:34:06,280 All right, well... 503 00:34:06,320 --> 00:34:09,800 I guess she'll have to once she's seen this. 504 00:34:15,040 --> 00:34:17,240 Signature's on the back. 505 00:34:18,640 --> 00:34:19,960 Yeah. 506 00:34:22,360 --> 00:34:23,600 Well... 507 00:34:25,400 --> 00:34:26,760 Recognise it? 508 00:34:27,840 --> 00:34:29,360 Is it hers? 509 00:34:34,360 --> 00:34:37,000 What? What's wrong? 510 00:34:37,040 --> 00:34:38,520 Joanna? 511 00:34:41,520 --> 00:34:42,800 What is it? 512 00:34:44,320 --> 00:34:46,120 That's not Liz's handwriting. 513 00:34:46,160 --> 00:34:49,560 What do you mean? Whose is it? 514 00:34:51,680 --> 00:34:53,200 It's my mum's. 515 00:35:02,960 --> 00:35:04,760 No, no, it can't be. 516 00:35:06,960 --> 00:35:09,000 It can't be her. 517 00:35:09,040 --> 00:35:12,200 Maybe Sally's just got similar handwriting. 518 00:35:16,040 --> 00:35:19,640 That's my mum's handwriting. I've seen it all my life. 519 00:35:25,200 --> 00:35:27,040 It said in the book that she grew up in poverty 520 00:35:27,080 --> 00:35:28,760 and that she was an only child, 521 00:35:28,800 --> 00:35:30,960 but she came from a large extended family. 522 00:35:31,000 --> 00:35:33,960 And my grandparents died when I was little, so it can't... 523 00:35:36,440 --> 00:35:37,840 And that's just what she's told me. 524 00:35:38,960 --> 00:35:42,040 All right. We don't wanna start jumping to conclusions, Jo. 525 00:35:43,720 --> 00:35:47,120 Ever since my dad left, it's... it's always been the two of us. 526 00:35:47,160 --> 00:35:50,120 It's just me and my mum. No aunts, no uncles, no cousins. 527 00:35:53,080 --> 00:35:55,680 She told me she wasn't bright enough to go to university. 528 00:35:58,160 --> 00:36:00,960 What if she was in prison that whole time? 529 00:36:01,000 --> 00:36:04,600 Oh, my God, Alfie. We can't let her anywhere near him. 530 00:36:04,640 --> 00:36:07,720 Oh, Jo... And the fire. 531 00:36:07,760 --> 00:36:09,720 What if the fire never happened? 532 00:36:11,720 --> 00:36:15,400 What if that's why it's always been so... hazy in my head, 533 00:36:15,440 --> 00:36:18,240 why I can't properly remember it? 534 00:36:18,280 --> 00:36:20,760 Seth said he found things that should have burnt in the fire 535 00:36:20,800 --> 00:36:22,280 but my dad had them. 536 00:36:22,320 --> 00:36:24,560 So what if she's just told me about the fire 537 00:36:24,600 --> 00:36:28,040 and I've pictured it and pictured it until it felt real? 538 00:36:28,080 --> 00:36:29,080 Fuck. 539 00:36:29,120 --> 00:36:31,120 Why the hell would she do that? 540 00:36:31,160 --> 00:36:35,440 I don't know! Oh, my God. I feel sick. Right, you stay there. 541 00:36:37,000 --> 00:36:38,320 I need to see her. 542 00:37:04,240 --> 00:37:07,440 WOMAN, ECHOING: 'Jo, what the hell's got into you? 543 00:37:09,280 --> 00:37:14,280 'I told you. I told you to leave it alone. 544 00:37:15,760 --> 00:37:17,000 'And you didn't listen. 545 00:37:18,720 --> 00:37:20,320 'You're not right. 546 00:37:22,600 --> 00:37:24,080 'This needs to stop. 547 00:37:26,640 --> 00:37:27,800 'For your own good.' 548 00:38:44,640 --> 00:38:46,760 It's OK. 549 00:39:02,680 --> 00:39:04,120 Were you ever gonna tell me? 550 00:39:10,240 --> 00:39:11,800 No. 551 00:39:16,560 --> 00:39:18,200 You lied to me my whole life. 552 00:39:22,680 --> 00:39:23,960 I didn't. 553 00:39:24,000 --> 00:39:26,760 No. No. 554 00:39:30,400 --> 00:39:32,040 You don't get to do that. 555 00:39:35,480 --> 00:39:38,240 Cos I don't trust a single word that comes out of your mouth. 556 00:39:48,360 --> 00:39:49,840 I know what you did. 557 00:39:54,840 --> 00:39:56,040 I'm sorry. 558 00:39:56,080 --> 00:39:58,400 SHE LAUGHS 559 00:40:00,040 --> 00:40:01,600 Do you think that makes it OK? 560 00:40:03,760 --> 00:40:06,240 No, it doesn't. Of course it doesn't. 561 00:40:11,240 --> 00:40:12,960 I don't know who I am! 562 00:40:15,120 --> 00:40:19,600 Everything about my life. Did Dad even leave me? 563 00:40:20,720 --> 00:40:24,800 He did, but it wasn't... The fire didn't happen. 564 00:40:28,080 --> 00:40:29,520 No. 565 00:40:31,400 --> 00:40:32,720 SHE CHUCKLES 566 00:40:34,440 --> 00:40:37,320 You... You made me... 567 00:40:37,360 --> 00:40:38,680 You made me scared. 568 00:40:38,720 --> 00:40:41,840 You made me scared of losing everything. 569 00:40:41,880 --> 00:40:43,920 I thought it was my fault. 570 00:40:43,960 --> 00:40:47,080 The fire... losing Dad. 571 00:40:48,360 --> 00:40:51,200 I never said that. You didn't have to! 572 00:40:54,440 --> 00:40:58,320 But I had no choice. I had to make so many decisions. 573 00:40:58,360 --> 00:41:00,120 It was chaos. 574 00:41:00,160 --> 00:41:02,840 They had to move us quickly. They had to change our names. 575 00:41:02,880 --> 00:41:06,360 They had to change everything after your dad found out who I was. 576 00:41:06,400 --> 00:41:09,760 The fire was the best way... No, stop! 577 00:41:11,440 --> 00:41:15,880 All my life, I've been terrified of fire. 578 00:41:15,920 --> 00:41:17,800 I've been terrified of losing everything. 579 00:41:19,320 --> 00:41:21,080 Of being alone. 580 00:41:24,480 --> 00:41:25,960 Of losing you. 581 00:41:28,320 --> 00:41:31,760 You were my world! You were all I had. 582 00:41:37,760 --> 00:41:39,360 I don't even remember a time... 583 00:41:39,400 --> 00:41:41,160 Get the fuck off me! 584 00:41:43,200 --> 00:41:45,200 I don't remember a time... 585 00:41:46,960 --> 00:41:49,600 ..when the world didn't feel dangerous. 586 00:41:50,800 --> 00:41:54,520 Scary... and wrong. 587 00:41:54,560 --> 00:41:56,600 Where I didn't feel wrong. 588 00:41:57,960 --> 00:42:02,080 I didn't trust my own mind. And I didn't trust anybody else. 589 00:42:03,080 --> 00:42:05,000 And I didn't know why. 590 00:42:06,400 --> 00:42:07,960 But you did. 591 00:42:12,040 --> 00:42:13,440 You could have told me. 592 00:42:15,560 --> 00:42:17,720 But you let me believe it was me. 593 00:42:19,360 --> 00:42:22,720 You let me believe there was something wrong with me. 594 00:42:22,760 --> 00:42:24,560 And you killed that little boy! 595 00:42:24,600 --> 00:42:26,680 You lured him away, and you stabbed him! 596 00:42:26,720 --> 00:42:29,640 You're the fucking monster! 597 00:42:30,640 --> 00:42:33,160 JOANNE CRIES 598 00:42:33,200 --> 00:42:35,320 I was a child. 599 00:42:36,960 --> 00:42:39,520 You don't know how it was! 600 00:42:39,560 --> 00:42:43,240 I barely went to school and barely had enough to eat. 601 00:42:43,280 --> 00:42:46,040 I had to fend for myself. Stop! 602 00:42:52,760 --> 00:42:54,120 Did you kill Sonia? 603 00:42:56,480 --> 00:42:58,440 Of course not. 604 00:42:58,480 --> 00:43:01,640 Someone killed Sonia because they thought she was me. 605 00:43:05,640 --> 00:43:09,000 And what about Kay? Don't you understand? 606 00:43:10,600 --> 00:43:14,600 Someone out there wants to kill Sally McGowan. They want to kill me. 607 00:43:20,840 --> 00:43:24,680 Oh, my God. All the times I've left you alone with Alfie. 608 00:43:24,720 --> 00:43:28,720 You can't think I would ever hurt him. 609 00:43:29,840 --> 00:43:33,320 I don't know you. I don't know what you're capable of. 610 00:43:35,040 --> 00:43:36,920 God, what if I'm like you? 611 00:43:36,960 --> 00:43:38,960 No. What if it's in me? 612 00:43:39,000 --> 00:43:41,360 No, no, you're nothing like me. 613 00:43:41,400 --> 00:43:43,640 You were sweet and good from the day you were born. 614 00:43:43,680 --> 00:43:45,840 My whole life's been a lie. 615 00:43:46,840 --> 00:43:48,320 That's not true. 616 00:43:50,160 --> 00:43:52,000 What's my name? 617 00:43:59,680 --> 00:44:00,960 What's my real name? 618 00:44:04,880 --> 00:44:06,840 Fucking tell me! 619 00:44:09,280 --> 00:44:10,920 Lucy. 620 00:44:12,520 --> 00:44:14,280 You were called Lucy. 621 00:44:16,920 --> 00:44:18,360 Lucy. 622 00:44:25,800 --> 00:44:28,200 It's just a name, Joanna. 623 00:44:30,720 --> 00:44:32,080 You should never have had me. 624 00:44:32,120 --> 00:44:34,840 No, don't... don't say it. You had no right. 625 00:44:36,840 --> 00:44:39,800 I will do everything I can to protect Alfie. 626 00:44:48,920 --> 00:44:52,400 And you'll never see him again. 627 00:45:04,200 --> 00:45:07,760 SHE CRIES